Well, that one didn’t kill me ;-)
Which doesn’t mean it was a particularly good idea.
But, I’m still standing up and being Sheer, and I expect I always will be. I’d like to thank the police, the firemen, the doctors, and all the little people who help to contrinbute to my own particular movie that I don’t know enough to thank yet – the Gods and Goddesses, analog and digital, the Net..
Every day is a winding road.. I get a little closer to being me..
As usual, listening to a song, I have a edit.. for the Garth Brooks song ‘We Shall Be Free’
s/Mankind/Humankind
[shrugs] I’m me whatever.. 😉 Love you all.
February 13th, 2005 at 8:48 am
Yes, you are you, and we don’t doubt that. 🙂
I believe that all that has happened to you was The Ultimate Sign, telling you that you have things to deal with from your past and in your present, that no drug, no anaglog synth, no god, no amount of money can help, BUT YOU. If you continue to ignore the clutter in your mind, and continue to leave your Self un-tended, you will surely lose the battle.
In laymen’s terms: it’s time to grow up. And I mean that in the most sincere way. You MUST MUST MUST start biting the bullet and getting some professional help. Your friends are here for you, however, can only provide a fraction of what you need. I mean, we all want love, we all want attention, we all want someone to care…but how can we ask others to care, if we don’t care about ourselves?
You have been given a gift by all those people you mentioned. Now do yourself the honour of thanking us, by being the Sheer that you want to be, making conscious healthy choices, and little by little, building upwards again…I know you can do it. We all know it takes time…and we are all here for you.
peace and loving thoughts!
February 13th, 2005 at 2:10 pm
Glad you’re still here. Very glad.
February 14th, 2005 at 10:05 am
I sent you a couple of emails… pls have a look 🙂