Positive steps..
I’m trying to document positive things that I’m doing, mostly just to give me some hope that the future is going to look brighter than the past
1) Psychologist
2) Psychiatrist
3) Cleaning house
4) Installed and using calandering system on Gateway
5) Couples counselling
6) Oxygen
7) Filing system and organizers for office (though still much to do in that realm)
Right now I’m feeling really sad and broken and things with Kayti are not feeling like they’re going well..
March 9th, 2006 at 8:32 am
Life is supposed to be mostly fun and inspiring…if it’s not, it’s definitely time to make some really hard choices. Choices that will hurt. I know you have a hard time letting go, of anything, for that matter. But if you ever want to become “wise”, you will do it, and the pain will be excrutiating at first, and then you will have emerged to the other side of Peace again…leaving the luggage that has weighted you down for so long, where it belongs: behind you.
March 9th, 2006 at 7:57 pm
Those are great things to be doing, and I hope they help you to feel better soon.