Everything comes undone..
So, as per Kayti’s requirement, I’ve removed P. from my journal friends list. The problem is that I know I’m going to resent her for this, and I don’t see any solution.. Kayti is requiring that I have no contact with P. until I stop being in love with her (P.) or Kayti will leave me.
Nothing is good right now.
September 24th, 2005 at 5:17 am
I can understand her point, to a degree. It isn’t easy to love someone who loves someone else. That baggage is really difficult to deal with.
I’m not sure if I would make that kind of a demand though. I feel ambivalent on both sides.
September 24th, 2005 at 7:41 am
I’m disappointed in your decision, but to each his own.
September 27th, 2005 at 8:39 am
sometimes the things we resent the most, we come to love later…especially decisions we don’t like. And c’mon: doesn’t the woman you’re with, deserve a %100 of your head space and love?
Co-dependancy cannot be good now, not later, not ever.