Never been one to let the carrier drop

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I can understand if these pages aren’t of any interest to anyone but me.

I’ve decided, after careful consideration, to believe that death occurs just to give the actor/person/string/soul a break when it just can’t find any ways left out of a conundrum, and that when someone dies, it doesn’t mean they aren’t anywhere, it just means they aren’t here.

To think otherwise would be heartbreaking. Because of Jeremy, and because of Daisy, and because of Holly, and because of all the others that have gone or will go.

I know that I isolate the rest of the world from me sometimes, but please don’t leave me all alone..

Day 8.. clockin’ in..

Ken Wilber seems to imply that he thinks God isn’t sentient. This seems intuitively wrong to me somehow, but it’s occured to me that perhaps I don’t know what sentient means. So, let’s check out dictionary.com.

Well, I’ll be. I always assumed it meant kind of the same thing as self-aware. But, it sure doesn’t. It means having sensory perception. Boy, must I have looked stupid using that word the way I have been. Um, oops.

I guess from now on I will be careful to use self-aware instead, unless anyone feels like that doesn’t describe what I mean..

100 hz, both ears

Today, I did manage to take off and land a Cessna 172 (in MS FLight Sim 2004). The first time I tried I failed completely and the instructor had to take over. The second time I put it down, but I missed the runway by a little bit. The third time, between the lines and reletively smooth.

Next I guess I try driving, and a train sim, and keep working on that flight sim, and start writing some code again, and keep seeing the doctors, and watch and see how many days I can get on the day counter.

This is day 7. Sheer, clocking out.

I feel okay to drive today. (as you all will recall, I’m not clearing myself to drive until I can fly and land one in the simulator..)

Sheer punching in.

You know, I was thinking about it, and even on this side of myself I see the drug laws in America as totally unacceptable. There’s kind of a more overarching thing going on here, though. If a law leaves a catch-22, and someone can prove that on paper, the law should be struck. If a law leads to anger in even a small minority of the population, I also think maybe the law should be struck.

Must think on this some. Not that I’m ever likely to be in a position to strike laws, but since I get to inject memes into the meme pool from time to time, perhaps I can inject one that will reach those who are.

Left 100hz
Right 110hz
Left 220hz -4db
Right230hz -4db

Have fun.. 😉

ANd yes, I will actually even manage to put the headphones on with the left and right earcups over their respective ears. Not something Sheers are good at sometimes.

This is day 6. Sheer signing off.

Let us try to keep this particular signal (meaning me) *above* the ground plane for the time being, eh?

This may happen any time a name or named symbol appears in my journal.

I occasionally lose sight of my love for my friends, and then write bad and horrible things about them when, often, the culprit is either poor communication, or (what I perceive to be) problems in my charicter.

Specifically, I would like to apologize to Kayti, who I was ranting about over the last few months. But more generally, I would like to apologize to anyone who’s ever had this done to them by me. Please don’t let it become a bitter end.